Okay Universe, I've had enough. You can stop now...

I had to put my dog Ruby to sleep today. She was really old and it was the most humane thing to do, but it still hurts. I think because I was the one who ordered the execution not because she was dying, but because she was old, it sucks more than if something was wrong with her, like she got hit by a car (as in what happened to Papi Pequeno) or had painful cancer. I just want to let the universe know that I am over the whole "death" thing & it can stop now. Please, no more death for a while.