Post Traumatic Butt Hurt

This week I found out that one of my ex's is getting married. Quite a shock since he told me that he never wanted to get married, but oh well. The only way I can describe the feelings I had when I found out was "PTBH". Not that I want to have him back or anything, but that it was a shock. He totally broke my heart but I am not going to be bitter over it or anything. At least that is what I keep telling myself. I think I am more shocked and angry with myself because I still have emotional reactions when it comes to him. Not that I want him back or anything but that I wish he was miserable and lonely. I'm pretty much over it now, which is nice. I won't send them a wedding gift or anything, but I do wish him the best of luck. Not room for hating in my heart. This guy isn't my last ex, the alcoholic, it was the really pretty but dumb guy. It made me think about something really funny, though... I was thinking about how much I adored him, pretty much total infatuation. Then I thought about how I could best describe it & the only way I could describe it would be "I loved him like a retarded person loves a bunny". I know you can picture a "special" person holding a bunny... Squeezing it for dear life with a HUGE grin on their face. That is how I loved him. I think if a guy told me that he loved me like a "retarded person loves a bunny" I would jump him on the spot. How sad, that would be one of the most romantic things someone could tell me... Maybe that is why I have such stellar taste in men... Must up my standards...

Oh, as for Michael Bolton, Drummergirl & I were talking about her new Pilate's class where they have this big contraption that you use. I asked her if she had a "safety word" and then we got on the topic of SW and I said mine would be "Michael Bolton" because he's a mood killer. Then I found this pic and laughed until I realized that he has my hair style minus the bangs... So sad but still a cute cut... Oh & I couldn't find a "special" person holding a bunny... I really didn't look that hard because I felt slightly guilty about it.

Athelia & Bee's

I had a somewhat wacky day yesterday. The wackiness started when I got to work. They have finally posted our text book list online for fall semester & I was looking for the books I need online since it is usually cheaper if you order early. Well, I went onto Ebay & found the set I need and the auction was 6 mins from ending. I won them it even with shipping, I saved $20!

I was going downtown for work and I looked down and a bee was sitting on my thumb. I didn't freak & just rolled down the window & let him out. Small note, I am deathly allergic to bees. I don't freak out around them because we have an understanding. I don't mess with them & they don't mess with me. It seems to work because I haven't been stung since I was 3.

When I get home & do my homework, I see a wasp on my school bag. Don't know what all the stinging insects mean, but for the rest of the day, it felt like bugs were crawling on me...

When I do my homework I use Mosby's Medical Dictionary. Mosby's has the best pictures. so gnarly. As I was looking up something to do with the "aorta", my eyes flashed to "Athelia" probably because it's so close to how I spell my name. Well I look at it & it means "The congenital absence of one or both nipples". I totally had to call Kiki & Drummergirl & then my mom to thank her for leaving the "i" out of my name. I tried to find pictures of it but had no luck.

Right after that I get a call from Katie, an old friend from Tower Books. I haven't talked to her in at least a year and a half. She ends up coming over & we chat for a few hours. She is now a surgical technician & was telling me all her cool stories from the OR. BTW, Mockula, Katie says "Hi!" and congratulations on the arrival of little Mockulita.

After she left, my brother tells me that the Beast is now saying "Up". This is huge! he'll be 4 in august and he still isn't talking. This is the time where if he is going to talk, he will start doing it now & if he doesn't start talking, he may never. So cool!

FYI, I key worded "Mystical Bee" and this is the picture I found on Google Image... I thought it was more than appropriate considering there are nipples and she is a "Bea".... Sorry for those of you who will never be able to un-see it....