I swear I could hear my ovaries shriviling up...

Last night I had to baby-sit my little nephew, Beast-tos who is 14 months old. Usually we have a blast, but last night he had a little cold & he was teething. He cried for over two hours straight. I called my mom & told her not to expect any more grandbabies for a long long time. Did I mention that the kid headbutted me in my nose? Seriously, here I am trying not to cry because my nose is bleeding & in sooo much pain, also because I feel bad for the baby. My brother comes in & the beast stops crying. Ack* My brother has no kid experience other than his kid. I've been around kids & babies all my life & he has the golden touch. Maybe I'm just not cut out for kids. At least for the next couple of years until I can afford a nanny.